I learned that i have a brother 2 years older than me

Out of my 18 years of life, i never knew that  I had a brother name Carlos. My dad had him when he was younger and never spoke of him to me.I widh that my dad would have told me because I would have looked for him. He is in the coast guard and has a wife and a baby on the way. He speaks two diferent languages and from talking to him on the phone, he is really cool. I just wish that he got the chance to grow up with my dad because my dad is a great guy and i know that his life would have been better. I wish I could have grown up with him.
Oh well, no one can change the past and he is my blood as much as i am his. For this reason I hope i can build a relashionship with him someday.